Life got a bit boring lately. It's like repeating all these used-to-be new stuffs. Waking up in the early morning, going to work, working eight to five, going home, sleeping, waking up again, going to work again, and on, and on. And I just realized it's been a year passing by.
I know, I'm just being ungrateful to this fine life by saying this. But just let me share it. This is just myself. And I really know how I never like routine. You know, doing the same things over and over again in the period of time. To me, as usual, it might not be a good sign. But those repetitions indeed are things making me survive as a grownup. Classic issue. Money. Hello, old friend! Ha-fukken-ha! *forgive my French*
I maybe just need some times off and have/do totally different things awhile. A little while. And I'm thinking of it now. However, this verily ungrateful mood I'm having is actually not always negative for me. You know, every time I arrive 'here', it always inspires me about what another new thing to do next. And so many interesting things will pop here and there in my mind. It's exciting at the final. Really. Just like what I have in mind now. How about writing fiction again, or trying acrylic painting, or joining Spanish/French class, or teaching speaking class in a formal institution, and etc, etc. So many. Yea, I'm always good at figuring something out. What is not is starting it. LOL
Well, bloggie, do you know? I want to stop working this way. But.. I couldn't. I mean, not now. Maybe within at least three or four years more. I could imagine myself home, busying with some novel writing target or, maybe, rushing my translation order deadline, mmm, or could be twice a week of teaching in a university as well, while, some other times figuring some fresh designs for my fashion business. Yea, it's a life I dream.
Oh daydream, daydream, daydream! LOL
I will have that life, anyways. Ya, I will.. ;)
I realize how much you loved quotes, and the fact there's a famous quote from Einstein that sounds "Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results", makes me wonder about how insane the working world is. :)
ReplyDeleteEquals, working world is an implied insanity, but not that bad, I reckon. It's just as simply as if we want a different output, why not taking a different "method" instead of dwelling in the same method over and over, right? :)
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